Now into Day 2 and I am likened back to a blushing new romance that is exciting and full of promise at its dawn and then starts to show its thorns in the daylight.
The day ended well yesterday after teaching a spin class and was really hungry coming home to eat about 3 bowls of my chicken soup. I added more fiddleheads, kale, and broccoli and although that seems like a lot of soup there is quite a lot of chicken broth and nothing to make it filling. I didn’t miss a late night snack.
Today I am painfully aware of the fact that what I have undertaken is going to be hard, very hard and although I am starting to realize why people dream of sugar plums dancing in their heads, I am not having any major “to die for” cravings for chocolate or wine…yet. I do, however miss my banana in the morning shake and quinoa, brown rice with my salads, stews or dinner. It is more the pleasure of feeling full and that is a hard feeling grazing on what our ancestors did.
In fact, as I meal plan I am becoming aware that this is really a low carb, high protein, caveman/primal type diet save for the fruit and sometimes honey and maple syrup. I must say if I could have fruit it would be much more manageable but therein lies the rub-SUGAR! So…the challenge continues. Can I complete this and will I suffer from cravings/low carb counts? Will I go insane becoming a scratch and sniff junkie of sweet fruits like mango or strawberries….oh they are in season too:(
I am trying to get as many plant based sources as possible and not make this about consuming as much animal protein as I can. This is bad for health and ethically wrong to be gluttonous an animal meats. It is unsustainable and hazardous to your health – read “the China Study” by Dr. Colin T. Campbell. about links to cancer as well.
People, this is not a low calorie menu as some of you have written to me about concerned that I will be starving myself …I am having lots of high caloric, nutritious foods-olive oil, vegetables like kale, swiss chard, bok choy, fiddleheads, broccoli, cauliflower, mushrooms, peppers, tomatoes, nuts and seeds (all raw), avocado, eggs, chicken, beef, elk, coconut products, and as much of them as I want. It is a matter of what I am not having. Carbohydrates also are the only macronutrient that chemically changes your body releasing seratonin and dopamine (read: feel good neurotransmitters) . The higher sugar value, the more release at least momentarily- sugar high, anyone. This repeated behaviour causes sugar addiction.
What I am trying to do is reset my palate away from sweets and retrain my body to better absorb sugars from good quality foods by giving my pancreas a break and yes, lose some weight too. I have craved sugars so much since my pregnancy was over and am compelled to try this lest I fall into a pre-diabetic thunder thigh state!
Is this sustainable? Perhaps, as there is no calorie restriction per se and I am getting beautiful quality organic whole foods and getting quite full but honestly there is only so much toasted coconut I can eat at one sitting and I worry I am not getting enough carbohydrates. The brain guzzles glucose mostly from carbohydrates so it is no wonder Atkins types feel light headed and spacey and wind up going for B12 shots for energy. I will quit before that happens. Will I go back to my balanced lifestyle and bring back in the good foods I love such as fruit, low glycemic grains, sweet potatoes an WINE? Does a bear shit in the woods?-you betcha!! (your welcome dad:)
Today’s meals:
Breakfast: 1 black organic coffee roasted by my fabulous neighbours.
Pretty tasteless shake- raw walnut and cashew milk (in Vita mixer soaked overnight), vanilla bean, hemp seeds, raw cocoa powder, cinnamon, cardamom, half an avocado. I didn’t mind it much. Better without the stevia as yesterday and good addition of spices. When your husband texts you to say “Please refrain from ever making me that shake again”, one gets the idea he is not a big fan and it has been delisted from the summer patio breakfast menu!
Snack: Nothing…Ooops too busy working
Lunch: Big ass field green salad, few pieces of left over roasted chicken, sun dried black olives, 1/4 avocado, chia seeds, walnuts and pumpkin seeds, cherry tomatoes. Dressing: olive oil, lemon juice, tahini and shaved garlic and ginger. Yum! Hungry 2 hours later…
Snack: 2 soft boiled eggs, toasted coconut, green tea
Dinner: Meeting friend at Jamie Kennedy’s. No doubt have some nice salad, rapini, or chard and fish.
Notes: Finding I need to force myself to drink enough water. Not very thirsty. Also having a rather bland and almost stale aftertaste in my mouth.
I am taking a strong probiotic every morning on an empty stomach.
Courage and humour continue.